Since I’ve back living with my mom every has changed. I don’t talk to the same people as i used to, I’m not as close to people i used to think i couldn’t live without, I don’t need people around, I prefer being alone. 

Before if i was to walk by myself or sit by myself i would like freak out but now i have no problem, idgaf anymore as you could say. Like my whole out look on things have changed. I don’t associate with new people because i got so used to be by myself when i moved that talking to new people sounds completely unnecessary to me. I have also changed my attitude, if someone spoke bad about me in anyway i would be extremely pissed, call them every name in the book. Now if they do i just say “K” because they don’t deserve any other response from me.

I have also noticed that some of the people i used to surround myself with, aren’t the type of people i want to be around when it comes to an end. Like for example this girl I’ve known since i was 9 has changed so much, in a BAD way, she has sex with niggas that don’t deserve it, she has a new boyfriend every week , she always lets people get to her, she surrounds her self with people who do nothing but fuck around and shit, Like she legit sounds like how i used to be, except she has took it to a new level, she spends the nights at niggas house, she gets drunk 24/7. Like shit you’re 16! i love you and all but if that is how you chose to carry yourself then i don’t want to be there for it to blow up.

I do smoke, I do drink, & had sex before. But i don’t drink 24/7 actually haven’t drank since my 16Th birthday, I smoke once in a blue moon when i’m with my best friends, and The last time i ever had sex was like a month or two ago with my ex boyfriend and i was with him for more than 5months. So..

I have a lot on my plate, i have fucked my life up, so i am going to be doing everything i can to stay OUT of trouble and get out of high school  

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